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Waiting alone feeling love's constant pain,
Haunted by memories relived again and again.

Wondering how many feel like me tonight,
Broken by my failures with no end in sight.

Returning to a place hidden deep inside,
Cried out loud could I have died?

Trying each time to know endless love,
Unfulfilled again forgotten by God above.

Asking once more for my fated one,
Tortured by emotions rest may never come.

Loving one more time in this game I hate,
Decided this last chance is my fatal date.

Living this way cannot be endured so long,
Forgiven by family even I decide wrong.

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